
Is it in human reaction to assume the worst?
Why can't this talk be lovely, full of compliments and the declaration of love?
Perhaps it is. I haven't done anything to deserve a bad talk.
Four words that never cease to see my face quickly fill with blood, to make my heart thump and fill my stomach with flustering butterflies.
Picturing my heart broken in a flash. but no. this can not happen.
Maybe I know what this talk entails. It's a talk I am too scared to, indeed say, 'we need'.
I am not sure why.
But I am happy now and this talk will not change this. I will not let it.
It will make us happier.
and better
together.
